Working it Out: At the Centre Summer 2003

At the Centre

By Bonnie Thorn

I can truthfully say that without Work Adjustment and Employment Support Services (WAESS), I wouldn't be here today. I had severe clinical depression. Over the past six years, I had many long hospitalizations. Among other things, the depression forced me to leave an executive position in a wonderful environment where I had been employed for 20 years. After my first discharge from hospital in 1998, CAMH staff guided me toward WAESS.

Back then my needs were simple -- I needed understanding; I wanted to be connected to something; I wanted to be able to talk to others who were in the same position; and I didn't want to feel so alone.

WAESS was a safe haven. I attended group meetings once a week with other clients, who had similar experiences. I also met with my counselor. When I felt I was ready to return to the "real world," she worked with me to find the most appropriate work placement, based on my skills. She looked for an environment that would be understanding, compassionate and non-judgmental. During my transition back into the workplace, I was able to set my own pace around work hours and amount of work.

That first work experience -- three hours a day, three days a week -- gave me pride in myself. I started to regain a sense of worth and self-respect. Initially all I was capable of doing was photocopying and other small chores, but gradually I took on more, and even became an integral part of the team.

Then I crashed again and was hospitalized for six months. When I came back, WAESS was still there for me. I was in and out of hospital several times in the next six years. The message was the same: "As long as you need us, we are here for you."

WAESS has a large network of companies and organizations that provide placement spots for clients. The compassionate and caring staff is a large part of the success of this program. The work experience restored my sense of purpose and gave me structure. It gave me a footing on solid ground.

Postscript: After several years in a work placement arranged by WAESS, I am proud to say I was ready to return to work. And my timing was perfect; my former position became available, and my former employer made me an offer I couldn't refuse.

To contact WAESS, phone 416 535-8501, ext. 4876

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